Author: de-er
•Friday, April 20, 2007
朋友猜,我这份工作到底能呆多久。

近四个月,开始觉得闷,感觉无法学到新东西。

如紧握于手的沙子,从指缝间流逝,亦如被我蹉跎的岁月。

I always think I’m meant to do greater things.

口气狂妄,但我的性格却又如斯复杂。

集懒散、虚荣、完美主义为矛盾的一身。

一方面希望工作不要超时,同时却也希望能够有番作为,不断吸收新知识。

但我又不是事业心重的人。

就这样,日复一日,任由光阴荏苒。

无力感加剧。

青春绽放时可任性得恣意,保持骄横跋扈的姿态。

但到了这把年纪还如此举棋不定,实在有些对不住自己。

过世的祖父为我算过命,说我命生的好,一生顺心,被幸运之神眷顾。

朋友眼中,我的际遇也不错,应验祖父的话。

但我不时觉得自己在原地踏步。

思索是否该转换人生跑道,却又不知何处能够包容我的脚步,任我驰骋。

我达达的马蹄是美丽的错误。

我不是归人,是个过客。

郑愁予描述的,或许就是无法停驻,只能是人生过客的我。




得尔
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8 comments:

On 20/4/07 10:54 PM , bleuskies said...

最重要的是你有认真思索过,努力寻找过...

 
On 5/3/09 6:10 PM , Anon4 said...

i m in the same situation now. Very much going thr the same like u did 2 yrs ago.

 
On 5/3/09 8:39 PM , de-er said...

我想,很多感觉经历,都是周期性的,加油!虽然我不知道你是谁 :)

 
On 6/3/09 10:44 AM , Anon4 said...

Hi de-er, thanks for replying :)

Wat u have written really reflects my feelings now.

My fd also asked me the same question b4 i took up the job : 这份工作到底能呆多久. I was never a job hopper. My shortest job also lasted for 2 yrs.

anyway, after 4 mths i decided to quit the job for a few reasons.

like what u said, "近四个月,开始觉得闷,感觉无法学到新东西。I always think I’m meant to do greater things.集懒散、虚荣、完美主义为矛盾的一身。

一方面希望工作不要超时,同时却也希望能够有番作为,不断吸收新知识。

但我又不是事业心重的人。

就这样,日复一日,任由光阴荏苒。

无力感加剧。但到了这把年纪还如此举棋不定,实在有些对不住自己。但我不时觉得自己在原地踏步。
思索是否该转换人生跑道,却又不知何处能够包容我的脚步,任我驰骋。"

so r u having a dream job, or at least a more full filling one now?

Thanks.

 
On 9/3/09 1:28 PM , de-er said...

我想,经过多年的生活历练,早就明白 "there's no perfect job",所以根本就没有 “dream job” 的存在。

工作,早就不是我生命的全部 :P

 
On 15/3/09 10:35 PM , Anon4 said...

LOL.

I really adore your writings!

 
On 14/10/10 9:46 PM , Daniel Wang said...
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On 14/10/10 9:47 PM , Daniel Wang said...

很好奇你的年龄