Author: de-er
•Tuesday, July 17, 2007
公司内部风起云涌,暗潮四处,最近的人事变动让人措手不及。

年初加入公司时,因为是亚洲总部,部门里头共才八人。

这个星期,随着另一同事的离职,就将只剩下三人,连直属上司也将在近期转换部门。

加上管理层易手至欧洲,更多的变化可能接踵而来。

奇怪的是,我的职位虽也岌岌可危,但我心里相当平静。

可能之前就常和朋友抱怨,觉得自己没学到东西,工作范畴不外是一些无谓的繁务。

简直是浪费生命。

那天不经意在超市买了些旅行用品,像是准备远行似的,但我就连假期都还未申请。

或许蠢蠢欲动的心,早就在准备另一次出走,毫无预告的,就这样背起行囊。

三至六个月的旅行,一直是个梦想,但现实生活中却也难劝服自己放弃所有。

年纪越长,越需要勇气,如果真被人事变动影响,也正好能成为流浪的借口。

置之死地而后生,就像《天龙八部》虚竹破了珍珑棋局。

最近看了部日剧《求婚大作战》,其中的巧思,带来思想冲击。

男主角于青梅竹马爱人的婚宴上,在精灵帮助下,三番四次跨越时空,回到过去弥补遗憾,改变女主角照片中伤心失望的表情,但结局没变,女主角仍和他人结婚。

“你能改变过去,但无法改变自己”,精灵对男主角说。

的确,此时此刻,与其等待,或许改变自己是唯一能做的。






得尔

PS:《求婚大作战》插入歌 Mongol800 的《小さな恋のうた》,我喜欢的日式摇滚!

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5 comments:

On 17/7/07 4:16 PM , Beast said...

Hmmm...I thought the ending for Proposal Daisakusen is open for self interpretation. Rei herself didn't indicate whom she choose in the end?

I haven't seen the last episode yet though, still at episode 5, but read the ending on other forums/sites.

 
On 17/7/07 8:05 PM , de-er said...

what i meant was that in every episode that he went back in time to try to change something, the present didn't change - the gal is still at the wedding ceremony.

well, shan't tell u too much for the last episode :)

 
On 19/7/07 10:26 AM , Anonymous said...

De er, how are you...so long never see you or hear from you?

hope you doing fine...

aunty T...

 
On 19/7/07 11:29 AM , de-er said...

aunty teresa/helena?

 
On 1/8/07 10:56 AM , Anonymous said...

de er,
of cse its aunty teresa lah...already put there aunty t liao....how are things?vy long never see me, if got wedding must invite me, hor...i fu4 dang1 dao3 huo3, sha1 ren2 fang4 huo3..sure come , one...hahah...